Life.
I never get on here but i decided I’m going to kind of use it as a journal … We’ll see how long it lasts. My feelings for everything have been changing so much, its just like when you let a piece of paper go in the wind and it goes in all sorts of directions! The thing I don’t understand is that at one moment I’m so sure about stuff I could swear on anything and then the next I’m sitting there asking myself questions and find myself so unsure. When everyone is younger they all wish to be something and to be the person they know they should be, well when I was little I had no idea the trials I would have coming! I thought I would stay that little girl forever. No way was that true temptations grew, friendships fated, heart break for the first time, and family problems grew. Who would have known the world could be so changing? I look at the person I wanted to become and I am far from it, it breaks me. I know I’m not who I should be, but I know I’m strong and can get off my knees and stand strong and yes I’ll fall again but i promise I can get back up and so can you .
